Zarek was their idol a long time before you were. Frankly, I think that's what kept those of us from the rebellion from getting roughed up. It was all men on that ship, originally, and...
[ She'd been scared. Determined, angry, scared. ]
But we were Zarek's people, apparently. It was a kind of status. Though I don't like thinking I owe him anything, even posthumously.
No, I mean... [He doesn't know what he means, exactly. It's an idle thought that occurred to him -- the idea, again, that they were destined to fail, because who else could he have even gone to?]
I don't know. There's a part of me that's amazed anyone kept fighting at all after we lost.
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I don't know. I really don't. There was a lot of rumor flying around on the Queen, and not a lot of hard fact.
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All the idiots in that ship have to do is talk.
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They think Zarek is alive, but not me? I feel like I should be insulted.
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[ She'd been scared. Determined, angry, scared. ]
But we were Zarek's people, apparently. It was a kind of status. Though I don't like thinking I owe him anything, even posthumously.
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I don't know. There's a part of me that's amazed anyone kept fighting at all after we lost.
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Only you know everything that happened.