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racetrack . margaret edmondson ([personal profile] landfall) wrote2013-05-07 07:21 am

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[ Here, Barge, have Racetrack who has just woken up from being a Navy sailor and fighting pirates and seriously what the frak. ]

I am so confused.

[ Help. :c ]
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[personal profile] itstopped 2013-05-09 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
[The one who shot his leg off, he does not add, although it hangs nicely in the static between them for a second.]

And if I'd been there, I might have reminded you that Apollo is the one who got Baltar acquitted. We've all made choices.
itstopped: (angry: broken idealist)

[personal profile] itstopped 2013-05-09 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
I wasn't discounting myself from that.
itstopped: (angry: fml)

[personal profile] itstopped 2013-05-09 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
I know that somewhere along the line, I made a choice the Admiral, this Admiral, disagrees with. I just... was wrong about which choice that is. [And the more he considers it-- if he let himself care about graduation, the more worried he'd be. Is it about Gaius? Sharon? New Caprica? There's a lot of history in the last four years.]
itstopped: (anger: breaking point)

[personal profile] itstopped 2013-05-09 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
[Now he looks a little agitated.] I don't know. [What if it is New Caprica? Sharon said he'd known all along, but he hadn't. He swears he hadn't. How could he have? It must be something else.

Except what?

He's not sure it's not Gaius. Or Tom. Maybe he'd known from the start how bad they both would be. Maybe it's helping Dee with her mutiny three years ago. Maybe it's not helping her steal the election. Maybe it's not doing more to save her. He's been questioning his own decisions so much lately, and those are the ones he's making now, much less the ones he made then. He shakes his head suddenly, annoyed.]


I don't know. I don't want to talk about this. I don't care-- how do you even know it has anything to do with right and wrong? It's whatever the Admiral thinks.
itstopped: (upset: guilt)

[personal profile] itstopped 2013-05-09 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
Or a commander and his angry CAG? [There's a little heat behind it, but not necessary rancor. He's just upset now, firing off in stress, the question punctuated with an anxious little huff as he rakes a hand through his hair.]
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[personal profile] itstopped 2013-05-09 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[He smiles thinly, trying to shove his feelings down again.] I don't know -- I was actually still debating between you and Narcho.
itstopped: (smile: baiting)

[personal profile] itstopped 2013-05-09 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
Do I get any special warden favors if I say I would have picked you?